I feel lost about the situation I'm in, any advice?

I can't even begin to imagine what your going through. My mom's bipolar; sometimes we get a lot other times she bullys and insults me. Pray. Find strength in God. Be positive. Visualize what you want, do not focus on what you don't have. This has to be so hard, but you can turn your life around and make it the way you want it to be. Keep studying, be there for your kids. Be the model mother figure your mom never was to you. You can have a great relationship with them. Don't move to Illinois because of its memories, but maybe you could move somewhere else to start over fresh. Your kids are still young, it'll be a positive change and transition. Stay studying. Maybe you can research a free dental clinic for your teeth? That has to be so painful. STAY STRONG. YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS. BETTER DAYS WILL COME. YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE BAD TIMES TO GET TO THE GOOD TIMES. STAY BUSY, BE PROACTIVE. SOME THINGS YOU CAN'T CHANGE, BUT DO WHAT YOU CAN TO CHANGE YOUR SITUATION. MAKE THE BEST OF YOUR LIFE. GOOD LUCK! YOU'LL BE IN MY PRAYERS. BEST WISHES GIRL<3